( a hand comes to his chin, stroking idly as he thinks back on what had happened, but he would have never known the whole story unless he asked amami. he keeps his eyes on npckun better than anyone else it seems like, the world that shopkeeper sees is muddy, and amami acts as a pair of prescription glasses for them, and he notes subaru as the frame that held them together at that point.
hm, his concerns are towards the little trick he made, and for a brief moment he contemplates what could have happened if he didn't. it's nothing that can be corrected now, and he lifts one hand to catch subaru's attention as he looks up at the ceiling for answers. the hole in the ceiling shines down the same bright light as before, and subaru can see how the clouds move along the sky in one direction.
he's no more than a star that's fell from grace, komaeda thought too highly, it seems. )
Did you betray them, Akehoshi-kun, or have they betrayed you?
( this feeling is what komaeda knows best, betraying someone's trust hurts more than anything in the world he's learned. he'll betray someone's trust again and again if he needs to, but this isn't about him, it's about the other people involved. for now, he'll act as the third party. he grimaces at the next day, knowing that they've been here for about four, and now he must feel like a hated liar, how unfortunate. )
It must have been terrifying, living with the knowledge that you could have ended their life; especially when your mission is to do the opposite. You might be thinking Amami-kun hates you, even more than Kogamo, but have you ever thought of what's to be gained rather than lost?
( he wants to be understood, he wants reassurance too, he wants someone there to hear him out much like anami listened to npckun at that moment.
komaeda pulls out his broken pda, tapping it to see if it'll run warm. )
Comfort doesn't come immediately after, it starts with denial, a few quick and easy steps into bargaining. You've been there for quite some time now.
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( a hand comes to his chin, stroking idly as he thinks back on what had happened, but he would have never known the whole story unless he asked amami. he keeps his eyes on npckun better than anyone else it seems like, the world that shopkeeper sees is muddy, and amami acts as a pair of prescription glasses for them, and he notes subaru as the frame that held them together at that point.
hm, his concerns are towards the little trick he made, and for a brief moment he contemplates what could have happened if he didn't. it's nothing that can be corrected now, and he lifts one hand to catch subaru's attention as he looks up at the ceiling for answers. the hole in the ceiling shines down the same bright light as before, and subaru can see how the clouds move along the sky in one direction.
he's no more than a star that's fell from grace, komaeda thought too highly, it seems. )
Did you betray them, Akehoshi-kun, or have they betrayed you?
( this feeling is what komaeda knows best, betraying someone's trust hurts more than anything in the world he's learned. he'll betray someone's trust again and again if he needs to, but this isn't about him, it's about the other people involved. for now, he'll act as the third party. he grimaces at the next day, knowing that they've been here for about four, and now he must feel like a hated liar, how unfortunate. )
It must have been terrifying, living with the knowledge that you could have ended their life; especially when your mission is to do the opposite. You might be thinking Amami-kun hates you, even more than Kogamo, but have you ever thought of what's to be gained rather than lost?
( he wants to be understood, he wants reassurance too, he wants someone there to hear him out much like anami listened to npckun at that moment.
komaeda pulls out his broken pda, tapping it to see if it'll run warm. )
Comfort doesn't come immediately after, it starts with denial, a few quick and easy steps into bargaining. You've been there for quite some time now.