[the answer wouldn't be easy to say, since he would never want to say it about keigo, and so he watches komaeda, lets him talk. but the guilt in his gaze probably tells subaru's thoughts well enough -- he'd been betrayed, just a little.]
Ama-chan for sure hates me, [he says with a sigh.] 'Cause he babies Keigo a lot, and wouldn't ever think they're the ones at fault for something. I dunno if he'd even hear me out.
[they've had talks, things that rubbed each other the wrong way, but only when it came to keigo. the rest of the time... they were fine, they were generally on the same page -- it's why subaru considered them friends.
nonetheless--]
I would've never let them die, though, so I'm not scared by that. Even if I'd missed my first chance, I would've jumped right after them.
[though he'd do that for any of his friends, without hesitation... they're important to him, and subaru used to think himself invincible. now he's just foolish.
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Ama-chan for sure hates me, [he says with a sigh.] 'Cause he babies Keigo a lot, and wouldn't ever think they're the ones at fault for something. I dunno if he'd even hear me out.
[they've had talks, things that rubbed each other the wrong way, but only when it came to keigo.
the rest of the time... they were fine, they were generally on the same page -- it's why subaru considered them friends.
nonetheless--]
I would've never let them die, though, so I'm not scared by that. Even if I'd missed my first chance, I would've jumped right after them.
[though he'd do that for any of his friends, without hesitation... they're important to him, and subaru used to think himself invincible. now he's just foolish.
...
is he bargaining...]