( don't be so attentive... but they're good words, and things he figured might be the case. it's less getting over and more learning to live without a piece of you, even if that sounds so drastic for someone he just met this year, just fell for this year. the intensity of his emotions is only amplified by his grief; it's an observation he makes, logical and detached and distant.
it feels wrong. but it's probably right. happiness, excitement, grief—they're all different magnifying lens. the way his chest hurts is the flipped mirror image of the way he'd felt so light at the rink's edge, maya crouched by his side, telling him to tell her that again once they're out of here.
he pushes his soup aside and leans forward on the table instead, not looking at subaru. not looking anywhere, really. )
You're so lucKY. ( which is mean to say, but it's meaner still with the follow-up: ) You're not going to have to suffer heartache for too LONG, considering you'll be graduating in a few MONTHS. I'm almost jeaLOUS.
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( don't be so attentive... but they're good words, and things he figured might be the case. it's less getting over and more learning to live without a piece of you, even if that sounds so drastic for someone he just met this year, just fell for this year. the intensity of his emotions is only amplified by his grief; it's an observation he makes, logical and detached and distant.
it feels wrong. but it's probably right. happiness, excitement, grief—they're all different magnifying lens. the way his chest hurts is the flipped mirror image of the way he'd felt so light at the rink's edge, maya crouched by his side, telling him to tell her that again once they're out of here.
he pushes his soup aside and leans forward on the table instead, not looking at subaru. not looking anywhere, really. )
You're so lucKY. ( which is mean to say, but it's meaner still with the follow-up: ) You're not going to have to suffer heartache for too LONG, considering you'll be graduating in a few MONTHS. I'm almost jeaLOUS.