... They'd never forgive me for that either, 'cause the one thing they asked of me was that I don't do anything that'd cause me any harm.

[so he knows. and he shakes his head, turning on his heel with a more serious look on his face.]

I'm not sacrificing myself, not really. Just who I was. I'm pretty satisfied with what I did back when I was alive, Ama-chan. I stood on a stage every idol dreams of. I cleared my dad's named from a scandal that'd killed him in the end. I made lots of friends, sang with them, and my mom's been able to smile when she sees idols for the first time in a long, long time. I even got to sing on stage with my dad, even if I still don't know if it was a dream or not...

So I'm giving up every memory I have of then, every happy and sad moment. That's why I don't know if it'll be enough, but I'm hoping that my eighteen years of everything'll be enough to dig them out of theirs -- and if not, it's a starting point.

[he won't be able to go home after graduation, if thats what happens. he won't be able to return to that life no matter what. but subaru, as amami knows, has always looked at the future and found his own way on things for better or worse.]

It's not me as I am right now, just the me of then. So it's fine.