If it came to that, they wouldn't even know what happened. I'm on track to graduate this year, aren't I?

( it would be just like he left to go home, and they'd have plenty here to look after them in the meantime. it isn't that amami doesn't care, but... sometimes, you have to do what's best for the people you care about. sometimes, what's best for someone doesn't include you. it's a sacrifice he doesn't like any more than subaru, but one he feels he has a strong backing in going through with. )

But it's not like I have much of a place to go back to. I'd have plenty to live for, but the chances of surviving for me, they'd be pretty slim. The way I see it, this is the end of the line for me either way, so it would be a waste for someone who has so much more of a chance out there to give up something so important.

( someone who's already proven they can be happy — that they've succeeded and can continue to succeed in the future as well.

he'll shake his head though, because it's not like he'd skip to the extremes for himself, either. he has a more tempered solution, and backup plans beyond that... )

Besides, you haven't even asked what I'd be giving up.