They won't get mad.

[this conversation helps. it's relief from the storm, a secret space of quiet for them both. she doesn't feel sick to her stomach, holding on - and she wants to give this to him. to give him Keigo's words, and then, maybe, her own words, the ones he so bravely had saved for her. the ones Keigo had also tried to save. oh, it's so terribly mixed up, and it hurts.]

The book was addressed to me. And I say you can read it, so I'll make that possible. You had permission before you even asked.