( it's just that still, subaru insists that he hasn't lied — something he'd never know, if amami really had. that he trusts him despite their circumstances, and in a way that feels far too at odds with what amami has always kind of known about the world around him and the people in it. he wants to take that hand, of course. there's probably little that he wants more than something as simple and hopeful as someone's friendship at a time like this, but... )
If you knew the truth, I dunno if you'd still feel that way. Even I've got doubts sometimes, so I can't expect others not to.
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( it's just that still, subaru insists that he hasn't lied — something he'd never know, if amami really had. that he trusts him despite their circumstances, and in a way that feels far too at odds with what amami has always kind of known about the world around him and the people in it. he wants to take that hand, of course. there's probably little that he wants more than something as simple and hopeful as someone's friendship at a time like this, but... )
If you knew the truth, I dunno if you'd still feel that way. Even I've got doubts sometimes, so I can't expect others not to.