( he doesn't have a shred of doubt in the matter — because if he was still pursuing it, it would mean that he remembered, and that he cared. it would mean that he still knew what was important to him, no matter what. he might be a different him, and maybe subaru would disagree with that, but to amami... even that would have been better than the way things ended up. )
Kinda depressing to think about though, not like I can do much about it now...
( he's dead. even if he reincarnated, he'd forget. if he returned, he'd die again. there's no good end out there waiting for him.
...
a long sigh fills the air, and he glances back to subaru with the return of a well-practiced smile to cover his features. )
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( he doesn't have a shred of doubt in the matter — because if he was still pursuing it, it would mean that he remembered, and that he cared. it would mean that he still knew what was important to him, no matter what. he might be a different him, and maybe subaru would disagree with that, but to amami... even that would have been better than the way things ended up. )
Kinda depressing to think about though, not like I can do much about it now...
( he's dead. even if he reincarnated, he'd forget. if he returned, he'd die again. there's no good end out there waiting for him.
...
a long sigh fills the air, and he glances back to subaru with the return of a well-practiced smile to cover his features. )
Why don't we talk about something else?