Yeah? I can't think of a time when I have either, so I guess we're the same in that. ( as if subaru hadn't guessed. ) My family was usually pretty busy, or... away from home on top of that, so holidays were pretty quiet.

( shaking his head though, he offers a warm and easy smile. this isn't about him, after all. )

But I didn't wanna give you something half-hearted either, y'know. Even if you'd be easy to please, I wanted to show you how grateful I am somehow.

( so... starry lights. it's nothing impressive, but subaru likes sparkling things, and he likes stars, and he likes lights. it's a testament to the fact that amami has eyes, at the very least. )

And anyway, it might be the second, but we'll make sure it's not the last, 'kay?

( christmas with friends, christmas with family — they'll get him out of here and he can have it all. )