( it's so annoying when people notice things. natsume mechanically eats for a little while; he's sure the soup is good, but it really doesn't taste like much to him. that's no fault of subaru's though: he's read enough to know that sometimes, that's just it works.
nothing's nice for a while after things like this.
... )
It wasn't this hard after other DEATHS. ( so why is it so different with her? he'd been angry over rika and shuichi's, and while he'd been distraught over stephanie's disappearance, it feels different somehow.
well, he'd had things to throw himself into in november. what does he have now? nothing but reminders. ) Who did you mess up WITH?
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nothing's nice for a while after things like this.
... )
It wasn't this hard after other DEATHS. ( so why is it so different with her? he'd been angry over rika and shuichi's, and while he'd been distraught over stephanie's disappearance, it feels different somehow.
well, he'd had things to throw himself into in november. what does he have now? nothing but reminders. ) Who did you mess up WITH?