[a little blessing, a little curse. he stirs his soup endlessly.]
But it still hurts, y'know. The more time I spend with them, the more time I wanna spend with them. And I can't.
[because at the end of the school year...]
Besides, it's not my fault you didn't try and kiss her. [...] Though Boss is the one who made the first move in pretty much every way, so it's not like I can really pick at you.
[subaru cant tease he literally did nothing first except his usual "i love you"s like he did all his friends keigo kissed and confessed properly and]
They're tiny and they've got the softest cheeks in the world, just as good as Shinonon's, but when they kissed me I thought about it for days after! Like, I really understood what was goin' on in Sally~'s manga!
Stop makin' them cry! They've never done anything to you, Natsume! But thanks for not giving them Daikichi, 'cause I never would've seen him ever again.
( "they've never done anything to you" excuse him? they exist )
I said alMOST. ( and then they kind of DID cry because of the whole suicide thing— ) AnyWAY, their expressions can't compare to the little WOLF'S. She's the cutest girl I've ever seen when she bluSHES.
[nevermind she did that cute annoyed face at him once when he wanted to thank her and was trying to get her favorite color and stuff out of her back in sept]
And also, you're totally wrong. They've got this face they make when they laugh, like really laugh, that make you feel like you're the only person they've ever shown it to in the whole wide world, even though you know for a fact you're not. And when you embarrass them, they can't look at you and don't wanna because their whole face is red and it just makes me wanna embarrass them even more.
( because subaru is his best friend and that little shit's gonna hurt him? hello. )
Maya-chan would do this little— ( he huffs a bit out his nose, like when you find something vaguely funny but you're not a laugher— ) when she was aMUSED. She wanted you to look at her when you TALKED, but she didn't demand it when you said something embarrasSING. She had warm HANDS.
( ...
he stirs his soup endlessly. )
I'll ask to kiss her the next time I see HER. If she remembers ME.
[natsume aint gonna be happy about the thoughts subarus been havin,
but oh... that's so cute. subaru loves this, actually, with each word his grin only grows wider.]
I hope she does. I probably won't be there to see it, [as per their agreement about him reconsidering graduation,] but I hope she does. Kissing the person you like really is something else.
[if only he could've done it sooner......................]
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[a little blessing, a little curse. he stirs his soup endlessly.]
But it still hurts, y'know. The more time I spend with them, the more time I wanna spend with them. And I can't.
[because at the end of the school year...]
Besides, it's not my fault you didn't try and kiss her. [...] Though Boss is the one who made the first move in pretty much every way, so it's not like I can really pick at you.
[subaru cant tease he literally did nothing first except his usual "i love you"s like he did all his friends keigo kissed and confessed properly and]
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( you're such a wimp??????? )
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Boss is super cool when they wanna be.
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[it's his turn to flick soup!!!!]
They're tiny and they've got the softest cheeks in the world, just as good as Shinonon's, but when they kissed me I thought about it for days after! Like, I really understood what was goin' on in Sally~'s manga!
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They almost cried because I wouldn't let them have your Daikichi PLUSH.
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Stop makin' them cry! They've never done anything to you, Natsume! But thanks for not giving them Daikichi, 'cause I never would've seen him ever again.
[seeing how they're attached to that seal thing]
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I said alMOST. ( and then they kind of DID cry because of the whole suicide thing— ) AnyWAY, their expressions can't compare to the little WOLF'S. She's the cutest girl I've ever seen when she bluSHES.
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I'm so jealous.
[nevermind she did that cute annoyed face at him once when he wanted to thank her and was trying to get her favorite color and stuff out of her back in sept]
And also, you're totally wrong. They've got this face they make when they laugh, like really laugh, that make you feel like you're the only person they've ever shown it to in the whole wide world, even though you know for a fact you're not. And when you embarrass them, they can't look at you and don't wanna because their whole face is red and it just makes me wanna embarrass them even more.
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Maya-chan would do this little— ( he huffs a bit out his nose, like when you find something vaguely funny but you're not a laugher— ) when she was aMUSED. She wanted you to look at her when you TALKED, but she didn't demand it when you said something embarrasSING. She had warm HANDS.
( ...
he stirs his soup endlessly. )
I'll ask to kiss her the next time I see HER. If she remembers ME.
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but oh... that's so cute. subaru loves this, actually, with each word his grin only grows wider.]
I hope she does. I probably won't be there to see it, [as per their agreement about him reconsidering graduation,] but I hope she does. Kissing the person you like really is something else.
[if only he could've done it sooner......................]
Haha~, you really got it bad for her. ♪
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it really could be, though he has no doubts he does like her a lot. liked her, likes her. but how much, at this moment... )
...I'm only so bad right now because she isn't here anyMORE. ( tree aside. ) Grief amplifies emoTIONS.