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[crystallomancy]

( .......... )

Not in such firm terms, NO.

[starrypoint]

[speaking of faces subaru loves]

So~, I'm glad you got that chance! To have that experience! You've gotta think of it that way, Natsume! For once in your life, you're just some guy!

[crystallomancy]

( he's gonna get his sixteenth tally )

I'm not just some GUY.

[starrypoint]

[the only people allowed to kill subaru are natsume and keigo]

Okay, then who are you?

[crystallomancy]

The boy who's going to find Maya Arisu in another life, another time, another world, and hear her tell me she likes me BACK, just like she said she WOULD. After I tell her I love her despite the fact she's a hardworking, unromantic, extremely practical, and boring young girl, naturalLY.

( as you do. )

[starrypoint]

[damn dude u got it bad





but also that makes him "just some guy" and subaru's grinning really hard, even if he can't help the small tightness in his chest.]

Natsume~, you're surprisingly cute. ♪ Care to say that again? I wanna record it this time!

[let him get his phone...♪]

[crystallomancy]

( bro you dont even know the half of it )

You won't be leaving this room if I repeat IT.

[starrypoint]

[please u gotta catch ur man up]

That's the sorta thing you should tell Macchi, not me, you dog~. Didja kiss her?

[crystallomancy]

( yeah we ain't doing that )

...No, not ONCE. ( not that he never thought about it, and not that he doesn't regret never asking her if he could, but... ) We played at dating for a DAY, and I didn't think to ask her if I could kiss her at the end of our DATE.

( would she have though......... he can't imagine it. all of that mistletoe for nothing, all those words about just for that day, that time, he could be the first person she fantasized about going on a date with...

wow............ he's so stupid! and now it's too late! there is no god. )

[starrypoint]

[wow..........]

You're so dumb! You should've at least asked for that! Seriously~, I can't believe you! What if she wanted you to ask her, huh?! Make sure you do that when you see her again!

[however long it takes for her to remember how much she doesn't hate him]

[crystallomancy]

She definitely did not want me to ask HER.

( it's MAYA. )

[starrypoint]

And she definitely didn't want you to ask her on a date, or confess to her once you're graduated.

[it's maya, after all]

[crystallomancy]

CorRECT.

( she really didn't. she would probably love if they didn't actually meet again, and he didn't find things to love about her again, and he didn't confess to her again. it's probably an ideal end for her, even in a perfectly ordinary world where they're just two regular people, nothing special about them or the circumstances they meet in.

probably. )

[starrypoint]

Bzzt! Macchi's like you, Natsume, and she's just a girl, in the end. She always smelled like those perfumes you use, too.

[she liked them a lot, maybe. and even if natsume can refute that she just liked the scent--]

You gave 'em to her, so she probably thought about you when she wore them. Not for you, just about you.

[crystallomancy]

I take back every complimentary word I've ever said about you growing to be considerATE.

( because really, as happy as it makes him to think—just like his talk with helena—it gnaws at his heart, too. they still had an entire year and some change ahead of them. a lifetime or more, after that. and maybe she'll be back like noah and subaru floated, just missing a few months, but it's still too heavy a notion for him.

it would be nice if she could graduate on time with him and hiro. he hopes hiro taking her back to town doesn't disrupt samsara any. )

[starrypoint]

Heheh~. [... a sigh:] It really, reaaaaally sucks, huh?

[liking people. wanting to tell them that, and somehow it's different than any other time you've said it. wanting to be the reason they look a certain way, or noticing when they do little things, or remember certain things, and knowing that in the end

it won't matter, really, and it's better if it never happens but wanting it to anyway.]

[crystallomancy]

( it does.

and yet, and yet, and yet. )

At least you can go make out with yours whenever Amachan-kun isn't aROUND.

[starrypoint]

Yeah, there's that...

[a little blessing, a little curse. he stirs his soup endlessly.]

But it still hurts, y'know. The more time I spend with them, the more time I wanna spend with them. And I can't.

[because at the end of the school year...]

Besides, it's not my fault you didn't try and kiss her. [...] Though Boss is the one who made the first move in pretty much every way, so it's not like I can really pick at you.

[subaru cant tease he literally did nothing first except his usual "i love you"s like he did all his friends keigo kissed and confessed properly and]

[crystallomancy]

You let someone Shiratori-kun's age put the moves on YOU.

( you're such a wimp??????? )

[starrypoint]

[oh my goooood]

Boss is super cool when they wanna be.

[crystallomancy]

They're miniaTURE.

[starrypoint]

And they're cool!

[it's his turn to flick soup!!!!]

They're tiny and they've got the softest cheeks in the world, just as good as Shinonon's, but when they kissed me I thought about it for days after! Like, I really understood what was goin' on in Sally~'s manga!

[crystallomancy]

( kick him while he's down why don't you )

They almost cried because I wouldn't let them have your Daikichi PLUSH.

[starrypoint]

[GASP]

Stop makin' them cry! They've never done anything to you, Natsume! But thanks for not giving them Daikichi, 'cause I never would've seen him ever again.

[seeing how they're attached to that seal thing]

[crystallomancy]

( "they've never done anything to you" excuse him? they exist )

I said alMOST. ( and then they kind of DID cry because of the whole suicide thing— ) AnyWAY, their expressions can't compare to the little WOLF'S. She's the cutest girl I've ever seen when she bluSHES.